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Into the steaming
warmth I slip
Soon now my wrists I will slit
But first I'll lie here & enjoy the heat
Thinking 'bout the life I'm going to cheat
The water laps against
my chest
I'll soon have my eternal rest
I pick up the blade of ice
In its reflection I see my eyes
Will I really take
my life?
Just to end the internal strife
Icy steel against my flesh
(Of me will my friends think less?)
How did I get into this mess?
Warmth flashes up
my arm
Blood flows, feel no alarm
Pink water surrounds me now
Hot, wet, pleasant somehow
Loss of blood, body
grows cold
Fuck yeah! Least I'll never get old
Darkness envelops my mind
Peace is what I hope to find
Numbness & death are
all I get
Maybe it would be easier, just to forget
Life after death, an aftermath
Join me, in my blood bath!
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